The rocket metaphor I have used in the past recently took on new meaning.
Thursday, June 26, Kevin flew in from New York. At clinic that day Doug’s physician assistant announced that the next day, June 27, Doug’s stem cells would get a boost. She said Dr. Collins had ordered another bag of Doug’s stem cells from the blood bank. This meant that we'd have to spend all Friday at the clinic.
As you'll recall blood cells are made in the marrow, the spongy center inside bones. Blood cells begin as stem cells. Stem cells become red cells (carry oxegen around the body), white cells (fight infection) and platelets (prevent bleeding or help stop bleeding after an injury) in the marrow.
Because 2 hours of fluids were required prior to stem cell infusion and another 2 hours after the infusion over the weekend Doug’s body revolted—not hurting any of the new stem cells but making for a very long (and stressful) weekend for all of us.
On Sunday I went to the clinic to see if I could bring Doug in for evaluation even though we did not have an appointment. Doug had "stumbled" in the night on his way back from the bathroom and I was more than a little concerned to have to wait for our appointment on Monday. This is not a walk-in clinic on weekends but they were kind enough to have me bring him. As it turned out Doug had very low blood pressure.
The Sunday physician’s assistant is different from the one we see regularly but we know him from our stay in the hospital. Jeff explained to us that Doug’s stem cells are not making his own blood in large enough quantity yet. That is why the boost of the addional stem cells. It can take up to three weeks before the new cells develop enough for Doug to feel the boost. He assured us it will happen.
The team sees patients’ response to the transplant as a bell curve. Doug just happens to be one of the slower-to-respond ones which, according to Dr. Collins, put Doug at the 15th percentile on the slower-to-recover side of the bell curve. That doesn’t mean the stem cells haven’t grafted. They have. It just means that the rocket sat on the launch pad longer than expected and he is not producing his own blood in sufficient volume yet. In our conference with Dr. Collins today he said he is not concerned but he wants to hear from Doug what Doug is experiencing.
I think a better metaphor for us from now on is a roller coaster. We were down and our breath was taken away but today we are heading back up looking forward. Doug asked Dr. Collins if he thought he (Doug) would be able to go back to work by August 1st even if it were only for one hour. Dr. Collins said he would expect that Doug would be able to do that if he kept good boundaries and listened to his body.
Today Doug had another blood transfusion. I wish I had kept track of the number of blood transfusions Doug has received. I did not. Now there have been so many I couldn’t even guess. When I think of all the people that we will never know that are literally keeping Doug alive by simply saying “yes” when asked if they are willing to give blood I am in awe. Watching how it all happens on the receiving end gives new meaning to the importance of being a blood doner. We can become numb to announcements of opportunities in our community to give.
Kevin left Monday morning. The last time he was here was at Christmas time. Doug had pneumonia and was hospitalized. Doug promised Kevin that the next time Kevin comes for a visit his Dad will be upright.
~Carole
